update!!

Since that day, it was obvious that Boss A treat me differently. erm...how to describe? CAREFUL, BETTER, DETAIL... even my other colleagues also feel that way. Is it because he feels guilty? I'm not sure and i choose not to think so much because it's not going to change anything anyway. I remember another statement that told by him "I will forgive but i will never forget!" Now i know how it feel and on top of that i hope he can add one more sentence "i'm sorry and i'll never forget my mistake!" hahaha... (just kidding, i know this is impossible)

About Boss S, she looks the same and i can tell that our relationship is totally crack. No greeting, no smiling, no chatting between she and me. Now purely just boss and staff relationship. Just simply she is not sincere as usual anymore. She is so fake lately and even though i tried to approach her about a botswana student matter. She answered me in a very unfriendly way by showing her back to me. Can you imagine i have such an unfriendly boss in my faculty?

Really disappointed~~~

Chagrin!! Grievance!!

(Last Week)
Me : "Boss! the final exam for foundation sem 2 is going to be the following week! Students are asking for the final exam timetable as well as the lecturer."
Boss A: "Please discuss witht the two Program Leaders."
Me: "Ok!"

When i was approaching program leaders--->

Boss A heard it.
Boss A: "Hei, you should come out the exam draft then only discuss and get the approval from them."

(Today)
Boss S: "Who told you to do the final exam timetable?"
Me-->pointing at Boss A
Boss A--> keep silent
Boss S: "Why you want to work on the final exam timetable?"
Me: --->speechless, looking at Boss A
Boss A--> still keep silent
Boss S: "Do you inform the program leaders about this?"
Me: "Yes"
Boss S: "Then why you have to work on that? How do you know nobody is working on it?"
Boss S: "Remember your status is still not clear now. You are not suppose to do this."


What the heck! Do you think i'm too free and simply just want to grab more work to do. I'm not crazy ok. Can you guys please have proper communication among all of you. Is your damn boy friend (Boss A) ask me to do this and you as his girlfriend (Boss S) is taking me like a "BUSYBODY".

Telling me indirectly "hey, who are you? why you want to be so busybody. Pls mind ur own buz!"

What the heck! Your damn boy friend (Boss A) always force me to clean up the shit and all the last minutes job. God knows how many times he had questioned me "why you not inform me earlier about this matter? You should remind me if i have forgotten." This is the statement that he gave me all the time. And who the hell are you(Boss S) now? Actually, i'm not under your care and not under your supervision. So by right who should mind your own fucking buz.

Everyone just want to get things done and want to change this place to a better place. I dun understand why you(Boss S) want to make things so complicated. You used to told me you dun like people bring in office politic during the time when all of us were under Dr. K supervision. After he left and you promoted as one of the top management group. Eventually you yourself actually bring in all the bullshit office politic. ------FAKE

After the stupid session, your damn boy friend (Boss A) told me that a lot of things got mess up in the office therefore everyone got crazy lately. (Hello! this is just an execuse ok!!!) He just told me forget about it, ask me to go home and rest, DUN THINK TOO MUCH!!! Hello, do you think is that easy? You have successfully demotivated me and now you r asking me to forget about it. What the heck!

All of this is because of your fucking decision and when BOSS S questioning me. You were not even intend to help me but you were trying to make things worse. I dun see any sincere in you anymore and you are so fake just like your damn girl friend.

I seriously dun see any hope at this place. The management team seem always try to revenge once they caught the chance. They never learn to appreciate hard works of other people. They never learn from the mistakes. They never want to hear from others. They never want to change. I feel quite shameful being an alumnae of this damn place.

Step down (2)

Kon Ghee, Matthew and me have been waiting for this moment for quite some weeks... hahaha...Finally come to the day that to notify them about step down but they just told us to wait for their feedback. I have some bad feeling that they will set us up by putting more work on us after they let go us from this position. Life is tough.... We should start searching for other job. No matter how, we are not going to surrender and will be firm to let go this position.

Actually on the same day, they were appointed for new position. They were promoted as Head of School, Director, and Senior Director. I can't imagine how this school is going to run in the future. It's gonna be more and more messy and complicated, more and more politic in the office. OMG! I don't think i suite this kind of environment and i think i should have better plan for my future now.........