tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-64395321296728957232024-03-21T09:48:31.519-07:00S33k|nG HaPP|n3ssSeeking happiness is one of the things everyone is looking forward. But how many of us actually got or found their happiness?JaN3thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10033508250622265251noreply@blogger.comBlogger18125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6439532129672895723.post-42382621130756950562010-04-12T05:22:00.000-07:002010-04-12T05:47:08.453-07:00You..........You are good in mentally torturing someone you claim you are adoring and caring. You are good in hurting people. You are good in scolding people. You are such a good liar. You are good in making promises which will never come truth. You are good in making someone cry all the time.Why are you able to do so? Don't you ever feel sorry? Don't you ever feel pain? You never feel sorry and you not even JaN3thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10033508250622265251noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6439532129672895723.post-22780076065330271432010-04-05T19:22:00.000-07:002010-04-05T20:33:25.435-07:00I'm back!!I am barely remember i have this blog until a friend of mine has reminded me about it. I have stopped updating my blog about a year. It such a long period and so many things had happened and changed. Let me start with my last topic ~~ moving to Limkokwing, Kuching Campus. Eventually i'm here in Kuching branch as a program leader/head of faculty. It has been about nine months and another two JaN3thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10033508250622265251noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6439532129672895723.post-38534875014809129532009-05-07T00:52:00.000-07:002009-05-14T01:00:48.342-07:00Transfer to Kuching--Seriously???Lately i have been thinking of transferring to Limkokwing, Kuching branch in second half of this year. Practically it will be coming august till december. My current situation is I have completed all my courseworks in my master program and now left thesis. So i'm thinking may be going there will be helpful to me. Such as less work load, better environment, lesser expenses(will it?, god knows...JaN3thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10033508250622265251noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6439532129672895723.post-62073512894825721342009-04-21T20:32:00.001-07:002010-04-05T19:04:28.815-07:00April is killing me and driving me crazy!I guess April was the busiest and sufferring month in the year! All kind of pressure, tension, stress came in one shot. Master Class ---> mid term exam, assignments, presentation, final examsWork ---> preparing for classes, marking about 1000 copies of students' worksEveryday has to rush with the deadline, everything needs to be done in a short duration. I have have to admit i'm really suck in JaN3thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10033508250622265251noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6439532129672895723.post-60122856246122619842009-04-20T03:57:00.000-07:002009-04-21T20:32:02.575-07:00unmarried + pregnancy = consequences of it???Someone inspired me to write this blog today. There are a lot of questions came into my mind from nowhere. Why girl always tend to being an idiot? Why girl always choose to sacrify? Why girl always choose love over her own family? Why girl choose to being an coward?Again another case, a lady got pregnant without married. Furthermore she moved into so called "her husband" second home lately by JaN3thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10033508250622265251noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6439532129672895723.post-65438661204413544052009-02-28T08:50:00.000-08:002009-03-14T23:36:45.727-07:00flood in Sibu~ Flood in sibu during CNY which frustrated all of the Sibunian. These are the pictures of my front house view. This CNY i had spent most of my time at home.JaN3thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10033508250622265251noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6439532129672895723.post-16868981322948386992008-11-16T06:23:00.000-08:002008-11-16T06:46:33.309-08:00Boss!My Bosses are really fine with me lately. Boss S and I return to normal and she treats me better now. I'm not too sure why but she started talking to me and treats me differently before she went for her Deevapali holiday. It is quite surprise and anyhow it is good as well. Because i don't need to suffer for this kind of office politic anymore. But there are some colleagues still undergoing it. AsJaN3thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10033508250622265251noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6439532129672895723.post-70460509888621055122008-11-16T06:07:00.000-08:002008-11-16T06:21:05.832-08:00Mistake!I did a big mistake last night. I still not too sure how it happen but it happened. I feel so bad and terrible. It was not true me and what happen to me? It is really terrible, how can i do something like that. It just happened and i simply don't dare to think about it again. After yesterday i was so clear that he definitely not gonna be the one. No way he gonna be the one. I feel so terrible. I JaN3thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10033508250622265251noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6439532129672895723.post-14211185194004871452008-10-19T07:08:00.000-07:002008-11-16T06:22:15.530-08:00update!!Since that day, it was obvious that Boss A treat me differently. erm...how to describe? CAREFUL, BETTER, DETAIL... even my other colleagues also feel that way. Is it because he feels guilty? I'm not sure and i choose not to think so much because it's not going to change anything anyway. I remember another statement that told by him "I will forgive but i will never forget!" Now i know how it feel JaN3thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10033508250622265251noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6439532129672895723.post-41193416178886919582008-10-14T06:58:00.000-07:002008-10-14T17:48:58.071-07:00Chagrin!! Grievance!!(Last Week)Me : "Boss! the final exam for foundation sem 2 is going to be the following week! Students are asking for the final exam timetable as well as the lecturer." Boss A: "Please discuss witht the two Program Leaders."Me: "Ok!"When i was approaching program leaders--->Boss A heard it.Boss A: "Hei, you should come out the exam draft then only discuss and get the approval from them."(Today)JaN3thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10033508250622265251noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6439532129672895723.post-62207918013079070322008-10-01T05:14:00.000-07:002008-10-01T05:27:07.528-07:00Step down (2)Kon Ghee, Matthew and me have been waiting for this moment for quite some weeks... hahaha...Finally come to the day that to notify them about step down but they just told us to wait for their feedback. I have some bad feeling that they will set us up by putting more work on us after they let go us from this position. Life is tough.... We should start searching for other job. No matter how, we areJaN3thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10033508250622265251noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6439532129672895723.post-28055488892023229742008-09-18T09:06:00.001-07:002008-09-18T09:28:09.321-07:00step down~~ti..ta..ti..ta..ti..ta.. counting down the days to step down this position. I'm not so sure whether this decision is correct or not. But what i know is this situation and management style can't be improve any further as long as they remain the same management style. About 2 more weeks, i have to notify the Head about this matter. I'm sure things will not go smoothly as i think, a lot of things JaN3thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10033508250622265251noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6439532129672895723.post-67322562072521126372008-09-18T09:06:00.000-07:002008-09-18T09:50:13.820-07:00diet diet~~diet, diet, diet~~~ always the most difficult task that i can achieve in my life. Eat or skip meal, the result seem no much different. In contrast, i still keep gaining weight. Really fed up~sigh~is there anyway that girl always can maintain their weight or diet in a more comfortable way and have immediate effect. You may think "OMG, such a lazy girl". Ya, i admit i am a lazy girl... a very very JaN3thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10033508250622265251noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6439532129672895723.post-11616633173677902202008-09-07T03:29:00.002-07:002008-09-07T04:01:50.027-07:00Confusion dayAnother Sunday, God knows since when i just don't like Sunday. It makes me feel lonely. I spent my time by watching drama and drama.... Till i tired and sick with dramas. Today my confusion started with -->Do i ever think that why am i here now? Where should i go? Do i belong to here? Otherwise where should i go or where can i go? Going back to sibu? Yeah... this is what i have been thinking JaN3thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10033508250622265251noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6439532129672895723.post-37932509440077375632008-09-01T06:48:00.002-07:002008-09-01T07:14:05.129-07:00Good news...So good to have 3 days rest after a long restless working days. I spent 2 days at home to watch my favourite korean dramas. My life and my brain is so peaceful in this 2 days. Just now my sister told me a good new. My second brother gonna marry soon in this year. Yeah, i know my parents is very very happy now cause they have been waiting this for quite long time. O, i just can't wait to fly home JaN3thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10033508250622265251noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6439532129672895723.post-38573744031422151352008-08-28T09:48:00.000-07:002008-08-28T10:37:52.893-07:00Final Week in August!Time flies and left us far behind. Back on sunday, i was still worry about my exam and classes. A restless sunday which end up with just 2 hours sleeping. But at least luck always at my side, i got more exam source and tips from mei yoon during the office hours. There are 2 parts in the exam. The first part was fine but i totally have no idea with the 2nd part. It is too confusing so end up i JaN3thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10033508250622265251noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6439532129672895723.post-78142472443243569082008-08-24T05:25:00.000-07:002008-08-24T07:56:13.221-07:00r3stle33 daySunday always a good day and rest day for most of the poeple but except me especially after i became a lecture in this university. Ever since that i almost never enjoy most of my "Sundays". Everytimes i have to do a lot of preparation for coming days. Sunday should be a rest day, a day for people going to church to worship god. God knows i have missed how many church worship session. I ever thinkJaN3thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10033508250622265251noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6439532129672895723.post-35732950869985374892008-08-23T08:44:00.000-07:002008-08-24T01:24:53.655-07:00first blog in the year!I have been stop blogging for quite sometimes. If not mistaken it's nearly a year never update my blog due to the increasing workload. After i read sophea's blog today, i feel like it's time for me to start back my blog. I have plenty of things want to write it down, just simply don't know where to start.Ok, let's start with how am i feeling now. I'm feeling really sick and tension cos there r soJaN3thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10033508250622265251noreply@blogger.com0