Mistake!

I did a big mistake last night. I still not too sure how it happen but it happened. I feel so bad and terrible. It was not true me and what happen to me? It is really terrible, how can i do something like that. It just happened and i simply don't dare to think about it again. After yesterday i was so clear that he definitely not gonna be the one. No way he gonna be the one. I feel so terrible. I swear to myself it is not gonna happen again. Please leave me alone...... It was a bad experience and totally a black spot in my life. Please stop all this mistake before it is too late. I just don't want to involve in anymore complicated things. Be yourself and be myself...stop bothering me. Please mind your own business and concentrate on what you have now and please leave me alone.