Boss!

My Bosses are really fine with me lately. Boss S and I return to normal and she treats me better now. I'm not too sure why but she started talking to me and treats me differently before she went for her Deevapali holiday. It is quite surprise and anyhow it is good as well. Because i don't need to suffer for this kind of office politic anymore. But there are some colleagues still undergoing it. As a third party, i really feel sorry about it. After all, it is not a good experience. Everyday they have to face mentally depress and pressure. Hopefully this is not gonna be last long otherwise everyone will start thinking more and more negatively.

Mistake!

I did a big mistake last night. I still not too sure how it happen but it happened. I feel so bad and terrible. It was not true me and what happen to me? It is really terrible, how can i do something like that. It just happened and i simply don't dare to think about it again. After yesterday i was so clear that he definitely not gonna be the one. No way he gonna be the one. I feel so terrible. I swear to myself it is not gonna happen again. Please leave me alone...... It was a bad experience and totally a black spot in my life. Please stop all this mistake before it is too late. I just don't want to involve in anymore complicated things. Be yourself and be myself...stop bothering me. Please mind your own business and concentrate on what you have now and please leave me alone.