You are good in mentally torturing someone you claim you are adoring and caring. You are good in hurting people. You are good in scolding people. You are such a good liar. You are good in making promises which will never come truth. You are good in making someone cry all the time.
Why are you able to do so? Don't you ever feel sorry? Don't you ever feel pain?
You never feel sorry and you not even try to say "sorry". You are just expecting others to accept who you really are.
Happy is never a good word to describe the life at this place. In fact, suffering is a thorough word to describe the life here. Let go, will it be a good choice? Will the suffer end? Will everything end? Please start to learn how to let go, learn how to start a new life~~~please please please.... everything will be fine..... just need to be brave.....
Monday, April 12, 2010
Monday, April 5, 2010
I'm back!!
I am barely remember i have this blog until a friend of mine has reminded me about it. I have stopped updating my blog about a year. It such a long period and so many things had happened and changed.
Let me start with my last topic ~~ moving to Limkokwing, Kuching Campus. Eventually i'm here in Kuching branch as a program leader/head of faculty. It has been about nine months and another two months left. I'm leaving this place end of this June. Again...leaving...YA! It's can be good and it can be bad for me.
Good for me because i got a better offer and finally i got a chance to go back industry to gain different experience. I'm appreciating that Dato Wong is willing to give me this chance. It definitely will be a journey with full excitement and challenge. I'm really looking forward my new undertaken.
Bad for me because i'm leaving my hometown again-- my family and my friends. I may able to see them again just twice in a year. It depends on my time and workloads. This time god knows how long am i going to stay away from my family. This time is a decisive point that i have to stay permanently in west m'sia and find my own life there. Does it going to work? I'm not sure.... in depth i'm still hoping to come back to my hometown one day so i can spend most of my time with my family and my friends. I'm really envy my friends who actually able to do it.
Counting down the days..... 80 days.....
No matter good or bad... it's my fate.... God bless me!
Let me start with my last topic ~~ moving to Limkokwing, Kuching Campus. Eventually i'm here in Kuching branch as a program leader/head of faculty. It has been about nine months and another two months left. I'm leaving this place end of this June. Again...leaving...YA! It's can be good and it can be bad for me.
Good for me because i got a better offer and finally i got a chance to go back industry to gain different experience. I'm appreciating that Dato Wong is willing to give me this chance. It definitely will be a journey with full excitement and challenge. I'm really looking forward my new undertaken.
Bad for me because i'm leaving my hometown again-- my family and my friends. I may able to see them again just twice in a year. It depends on my time and workloads. This time god knows how long am i going to stay away from my family. This time is a decisive point that i have to stay permanently in west m'sia and find my own life there. Does it going to work? I'm not sure.... in depth i'm still hoping to come back to my hometown one day so i can spend most of my time with my family and my friends. I'm really envy my friends who actually able to do it.
Counting down the days..... 80 days.....
No matter good or bad... it's my fate.... God bless me!
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